Fear To Feared

When I was younger the only thing I feared was getting caught.
I feared people would catch me when I was a naught.
Then I grew to fear around a stranger.
Because just like any kid I felt I was in danger.

I became afraid of the dark where the shadows lurk.
I remember comforting myself whenever I see that smirk.
Then many years came and I was afraid of love.
Because I always ended up to be a mourning dove.

It’s so funny how I now understand what my fear meant.
I was masking some things that were a torment.

I now realize that shadow was a flesh smiling at me.
I recognized that smirk of a He.
I was able to recall why I feared love or lust.
Being a fragile person made me learn to distrust.

But I am stronger now and I am in control.
I realized the person inside me is not just a glory hole.
Now darkness fears me and what I turned out to be.
The shadow now knows I am more than just a nobody.

Now with all of the things, I am going through I will soon be free.
And he will still be a shadow in the dark trying to flee.

“Fear is the brains way of saying that there is something important for you to overcome.” ~ Rachel Huber

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Regrets

We regret things we’ve done in the past.

Things we aren’t proud of doing,

or things we cannot undo.

These regret scars us for life

due to we can’t fix the past.

These mistakes in the past

haunts us and affects our future, and our life.

Always thinking about the regrets we have,

and thinking of how we could’ve made a difference.

We keep blaming ourselves,

and we tend not to forgive ourselves.

We spend our present thinking about regrets we have in the past.

Not knowing about what we could do to ourselves by forgiving ourselves.

Not bothering to think about how we could be happy, instead of feeling guilt.

Hoping we could fix the regrets in life,

instead of a better tomorrow.

“Never regret. If it’s good, it’s wonderful. If it’s bad, it’s experience.” ~ Victoria Holt

Mistakes

Rarely done or not,

People seems to focus on mistakes.

The tiniest ones are held against you eternally.

Apologies are said to be accepted,

But the action shown is unbelievable.

The kindness ones are to be pitied.

For the deed they do are just actions,

And the mistakes they do are seen as sins.

The fools are meant to be punished.

For the mistakes they do are just actions,

And the deed they do are seen as power.

Oh what world do we live in?

If no one can define the true meaning of mistakes.

“Everyone makes mistakes in life, but that doesn’t mean they have to pay for them the rest of their life. Sometimes GOOD people make BAD choices. It doesn’t mean they’re bad… It means they’re HUMANS!” ~ Unknown

Love

Love it’s for everybody.

Anybody who has a heart,

where two hearts is combined

together as one.

Not looks is what is seen,

but the affection being shown.

Not possession is what is being loved,

but the feelings that is given.

Two hearts that are content with one another,

filled with happiness and indescribable feeling.

Two people who shares trust, honesty, and faith.

Two people willing to work out things

in fear of losing one another.

The feeling that you can’t stand a minute

without thinking about a certain person.

They’re the reason why gloomy days turn bright.

The one and only reason why you say

I love you and mean it every single time.

“When I tell you I love you, I don’t say it out of the habit. I say it to remind you that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me.” ~ Unknown