Reminiscing

I’m here thinking about us,
and the things I wasn’t able to discuss
Everyday I wonder if letting you go was right,
and if I will ever be as bright.

But, I do wanna get a few things off my chest.
I still miss you more than you’ll ever guess.
My feelings for you are as present as before,
Although I know I was always a bore.

The things you told me before didn’t seem to be anything,
and now whenever I remember I feel my heart sting.
When you said the opposite attracts each other.
I now realize just how different we were from another.

Not once did I ever doubted anything you said.
And I trusted you wholeheartedly which made me dread.
Everything I hid from people came out as a surprise,
Which I believe you think were all lies.

I’m gonna cut the crap and be straight.
You were and always be great,
You have a place in my heart which is replaceable.
The relationship we had will never be erasable.

My feelings for you were and will always be solid.
I believe you had feelings even if you were a little stolid.
I wrote this because I missed you which I always do.
And missing you always leaving me feeling blue.

Now if you’re ever to read this.
Let’s just reminisce.
I just wanted to say this and let you be,
don’t message me.
(I will only cry so much)

Missing

Being away from someone

we love is like a big puzzle

in our heart that is missing.

Trying to complete it with

attention from someone,

is a way to fool ourselves,

The part of us wanting

to forget the sadness,

while the other part

is waiting for that someone to come back.

Wishing to hug them,

but trying to deny the truth.

Knowing you’ll be back here,

but expecting the worst.

So I’ll wait for now,

till the missing days are over.

“Missing someone is your heart’s way of telling you that you love them.” ~ Unknown