It’s nights like this that drives us to insanity.

When you have lost faith in humanity.

When the day can no longer be undone.

The time when you need someone.


When life has drove you to a breaking point.

And everything has been a disappoint.

The moment you have finally withdrawn.

And accept the failure of life’s marathon.


Wishing someone would come and bring relief.

Because you’re completely surrounded with grief.

When the enemy has broken down your defense.

And the pain has become too intense.


When you need a person to lean on with sorrow.

Someone who will reassure you of a brighter tomorrow.

Someone who will listen to all your problems even in the great beyond.

And someone that will correspond.


“Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don’t lose faith.” ~ Steve Jobs



You thought they’ll stay, and give you what you were promised.

Would you be surprise if I tell you they’re plotting to leave you right now??

Would you be hurt if I tell you they are done playing with you and you mean nothing now??

What if I tell you, your so called ‘friends’ are backstabbing you right now??

Or how would feel if I tell you, your precious family lied to you??

That you were just one of the toys who was foolish enough to believe.

I can take your pain away.

Imagine being in a glass room, without any doors.

You’re standing in the middle of that safe room.

Here comes your family knocking on the glass, and just waiting for you to break it down.

Ignore it.

You’re still ignoring and their still knocking.

But, now here comes the people who you call friends.

Slamming their fist on that glass: yelling, screaming, and begging for you to break it down.

Ignore them.

Now they start to cry and give up. That’s good now expand your barricade.

Now imagine bunch of barb wires, and spikes emerging from the ground around your glass room.

Those are great because now your family is backing up on their own.

Oh great!

Now here comes the lover.

With his cannon beside him, while holding a bat at hand.

We can take him down easily.

Now bring out the concrete walls with electric wires around.

His trying his hard to get in, but he can’t. You won’t let him.

They’re a joke if they think they can bring down your defenses.

Stop. Now look. Just look beyond your walls.

Your so called ‘friends’ doesn’t want to be around you anymore.

Your family is ten miles away,

and your poor ‘lovers’ can’t think of anymore ideas to break down your wall.

Now tell me. Doesn’t that make you feel better and safer?

Now, no one can hurt you anymore.


“Sometimes it’s better to be alone. Nobody can hurt you.” ~ Hercules

Upside down

Yesterday was brimming with love and joy.

Now, it’s infected of animosity and indifference.

It’s ridiculous how things can abruptly differ;

How valuable moments, become a remembrance.

Still, having strong faith that it’s just a stage,

and it’ll pass over and go back in time.

Being apprehensive of where it’s heading;

Being too afraid of the fate,

Not being able to control how things would turn out.

Crying now cause of a futile relationship.

Seeing our future slowly fading away.

Our relationship went from happiness, to love, to doubt, to fights, to stress, to pain, to hate, to regrets, to memories that won’t go away.” ~ Unknown


Meeting you was faith,

being with you is a chance.

I love how you’d make me smile

even just for a while.

Getting to know you was a grand,

the time spent with you was an experience.

You always know what to say.

We weren’t perfect,

but we were real.

Being around your arms is a dream,

seeing your smiles is a wish,

leaving you was a mistake.

Being with you again is hope.

“Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment ~ Buddah”


It can cut like knife,

and be buried inside you like a needle.

It can leave you scars that last.

Or scars that stays.

It’s not as harmless as it seems,

but it’s much more dangerous than you think.

Once you let it go you can never take it back.

Hundreds of apologies can’t heal a single strike.

It can drive someone mad,

or drive someone crazy.

Just simple words can make someone cry,

and it can make someone happy.

So, before you strike a word make sure you choose your words wisely.

The tongue has no bones, but is strong enough to break a heart. So be careful with your words.” ~Unknown

Lonely Heart

Those days where you just feel so lonely

When everything hurts just by looking at it.

Where you just wanna drop everything and cry.

When you wish people would come and vist,

Or the lifeless room would just be filled with joy.

When you know your lonely heart cant take another sorrow,

Where you want the whole entire world to pause,

Or better yet fast forward to the time where you feel no pain.

Those days where physical pain sounds much better than emotional pain,

but knowing you have to keep your head held up high even though inside you is falling into pieces.

When you’re the only reason why everything else is not crashing down…

When you know the reason to be strong are for those you love,

Showing no slight negative emotions.

Not knowing what to tell anybody if they find out…

Trying to battle everyday with a huge smile,

and just ignoring everything during the day,

but a facing them again at night..

“Some people think that to be strong is to never feel pain. In reality the strongest people are the ones who feel it, understand it, and accept it.” ~Unknown


Thank you are two simple words,

that means so much.

Two simple words that touch our heart.

The meaning of the words that can bring smile and happiness to those who done good deeds.

Our parents taught us these two simple words to use in our daily life.

They taught us to say these words,

because it shows that we are glad others do things for us.

But now everything changed.

People leave the two simple words are rotting in the dark.

People push these words away.

Instead of showing appreciation people become selfish,

by getting angry just cause their wishes wasn’t reached.

You becoming blinded by anger, and selfishness.

Leaving the person who done you good feeling bad, unappreciated, and useless.

When someone stops doing something for you,

only then you’ll only realize and learn to appreciate what you no longer have.

“Appreciation can make a day, even change a life. Your willingness to put it into words is all that is necessary.” ~ Margaret Cousins